It’s crazy sometimes when I see the synchronicity with what is happening in my life right now with posts I wrote a year ago or so. Lately I have been feeling this urge to post a lot of pics of Kim and her life to my friends. I wrote a blog post a few weeks back called “Hi I’m Kim”. Ever since she passed I made a vow that I will never let people forget her or stop saying her name. Lately that sentiment has been in full effect.
Another thing I am trying to refocus back to is appreciating what I have, not living in what I lost. That is a minute by minute battle. Not having Kim here when I went through my first ever surgery, which resulted in me losing an ORGAN, made me dwell on her not being here. I would’ve felt invincible with her. That’s what she made me feel like. Now I have to actually BE invincible, or, the best version of it that I can decipher.
Sometimes when I write these posts, I post snippets of old social media posts I made back after she passed. Today though I want to share the whole post. It is long, but the timing of this post and how I am feeling lately go hand in hand. I wrote this in November 2019, but it is almost as if I wrote it for myself today. I ask you, the readers, to send me writings you would like posted on the reflections page but I have not gotten any, which is fine of course. But if you are not writing for yourself and you are struggling with a part of your life, you should try it. There is something therapeutic about writing, even if no one else reads it. There have even been world renowned doctors, like Dr John Sarno, who had proven success treating peoples ailments that he believed were psycho sematic. One of his approaches to helping someone’s backpain dissipate after years of failed treatments and medicine? Writing. Here is what I wrote, November, 2019:
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